Disillusioned...

There was a time that I pity people who are dissillusioned by the words "love" and "forever".

That was the time I would ask them to reconsider their belief and that life is beautiful... that love and forever does have a space in this world.

Not anymore.

Recently, I learned that the woman I loved so much... who did said that she loved me so much... is already dating someone else. Should I be happy for her?! Damn, kaplastikan ata un. I do still love her.... so if she wants to be happy, then so be it. Don't say that hey we can still be friends di ba?

I mean, where is the "love" and the "forever" that we were talking then? Andali ata nya akong naipagpalit... and she is even asking me to be her friend daw.

(I'm sorry, you go move on... I'm still stuck, but I won't stop you coz its your choice to leave me.)

I guess PipingSaksi was right, "forever" is only till you want to make it happen.

How about love? Its the biggest joke ever.

Or relationships?! Relationships is for someone who is looking for someone better to come...

Yes, count me in... I am already disillusioned. So much for "love", "forever" and "relationships".

Don't give me that look.