I thought I had what I wanted...

I thought I just wanna lose you....

How come I miss you still?

I thought I wanna relieved of myself of pain...

How come I am suffering right now from the fact that I have lost you forever?

I thought I wanted to stop loving you....

How come I still can't... and may never be.

I thought I had what I wanted... but all I got is denial of what I really wanted... that is to be with you till the rest of our lives.

*sigh*

Stop

It ends here. Next chapter please...

And if ever you would still like to be part of that chapter, please write down your name from the bottom of you heart...

If not, then let's all go on with the next chapter.

I am always here for you... but you have to reach for me coz you're the one who let go of the rope that binds us...

Stop, it ends here... tomorrow, although I am still hoping to see you in the morning till the end of the day but if not, I'll move on anyway... living the life of a numb zombie.

But what's important is for everything to end, so that everyone can start anew with everthing.

It has to STOP.

Last call...

Woman: Dey, I have to say goodbye.

(long silence...)

Woman: Dey, do you hear me?

Man: Yes, I heard you.

Woman: I am sorry dey...

Man: No, you just have to hangup the phone...

Woman: But...

Man: You just have to hang up the phone... no sorries (almost whispering), no goodbyes...

Woman: Ok, bye dey...

Long silence... (click)

End of call.

Man: (With phone still on his hand as if the line was not yet cut) I love you, and that's why I had to let go. I love you still and always.

End of all.

Where are you Now?!

I tried every means to get in touch with you but still I can't reach you...

Where are you now?

Please don't get me too worried like this... I miss you.