Its a Cycle, afterall...

Remember my recent "oh-so-quick!" relationship?! Yep, with that girl who still loves her ex-bf then she subsequently left me...

We are now good friends.

How about my Dee who is in the US? Oh well, I can safely say that we are also friends na.

Somehow, meeting girls for me is a cycle. We meet as friends, then fall in love, then broke up.. then now friends. Most of the time, that's how it is for me.

The question are: which of these cycles will go on turning... or when will they stop turning... and who the hell is turning these cycles?!

World turning roung, turning round, over and over again...

I hope someday, there will come a girl who will make everything stop for me and from there we shall cherish our moments till eternity.. if ever eternity is true.

Rediscovering my love for Chess...

If ever there is anything good that happened to me in my recent relationship is that I rediscovered my love for chess... How that happened?

My ex had this younger bro named ConCon (as for Conrado) who happens to be an aspiring chess player. He's only a freshman in high school. I kinda like the kid and I supposed its plus points to win her sister's heart if I teach him how to play good chess.

I was a chess player in high school for GJC and was a player for the College of Engineering and College of Arts and Sciences in my collegiate years. I had this reputation of being a giant killer, beating every top board player in each college but seems to falter on same level or even lower level players.

So it started as Concon goes to the public library to play chess with me on lunch breaks. From there I found out that I am still somewhat a capable player and has lots of ideas of basic chess strategies and theories to share. Then other young players came to play with me and in a few days time, I am again addicted to chess.

Oh well, her sister is now an EX. But still I play chess with Concon and his schoolmates. I also found out that the internet is a vast resource of chess games including chess notations... which makes me remember my old days of chess where I had to borrow chess books from friends.

At least, I found something good about the last relationship and rediscovered an old love. Wanna play some chess with me?!

P.S.: Check out http://chessgames.com and http://instantchess.com. :)

I Knew it was Coming...

I have read the signs on the wall.. yet I ignored it all in the name of love.

I knew it was coming.

And yes, its over. Just like that. Love like life is a joke.

End of discussion.

Danger!

I think I love her. She said she loves me too.

Or does she?

Or am I so much loved in my past serious relationship (and got so hurt when I lost it) that I don't know already how it feels to be loved?

Well, she does admit that she doesn't get into serious relationships and she WAS a playgirl. She's actually much younger than me.

Uh-oh, the sign reads DANGER. Not a good follow-up to a badly beaten heart. I need to get out before it gets sticky, or else suffer the same fate I had the last time.

Hay, foolish heart.

After all this time...

After months (I've lost track) I finally had the chance to talk to her...

The feeling is still there (at least for me) and I'm glad the bitterness is gone.

Promise, someday I'll tell you sincerely that "I am so happy for you".

But not now. Take care always, let's sleep.

Songs that keeps playing in my mind...

This morning, an officemate opened a page at tristancafe.com and I was surprised that I actually liked the song that was playing. Its To Love Again as revived by U Turn... oh well, I did said I am already healed? Yes I am but the song just sounds so good...

Another song is Pwede Ba? by Soad Dish...

Ahh songs that keeps me somewhat happy (and terribly sad) the whole day long....

Hello World!

Its been quite sometime and I must say that I have gone thru it all... I am healed.

So let me introduce myself again, I am Dave... what you see is what you get.

Hello world!