Time passes by like a breeze... one moment you feel its coming and then suddenly, it has passed you by.
On Nov. 29 2007, I am 32.
At 32, I have 4 kids. One failed marriage, and another failed relationship in the making.
I don't know... I guess I do not deserve to have a happy intact family. My mom and pop separated when I was seven, my first marriage ended a years back and now my current flame is going agog over her first love in high school.
Gimme a fucking break!!!
Maybe I deserve to be alone. I deserve to just work, earn money, give money for the kids... and then die a lonely man.
I am tired.. I am so tired... to say the least.
For the first time in my life... I feel so old. Oh maybe... maybe... I am not worthy.
I don't know, everything for me right now is up for grabs.
Hail Mary save my ass for I am now harvesting the karma of my sins.
Amen.
2 comments:
dave magkasunod lang pala kayo ng b/day ng husband ko eh. musta ka na pala? madrama yata ang post mo. buti nahanap kita.
Just me,
Ewok
fight fight fight dave
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