Remember that "ohsoquickshotfromthemoon" relationship I had the last time?
We're at it again. After the breakup, we stayed as friends... and along the way we were able to get to know each other better than when we were "on".
There were times then that I'm starting to wonder how come everytime she has this big problem, I'm the first one she'll call or text and ask for help. She has a boyfriend then, so I was baffled.
It turns out that the breakup was a blessing in disguise. It opened doors for us to know each other well and it somehow nurtured the feelings that was left after the breakup.
The comeback started with some sweet messages like "I love you friend", or "miss na kita lagi dude". Oh well, to make the story short... it was actually her who first said "I love you, sincerely" to me.
Who the hell doesn't heard of the maxim "Love is sweeter the second time around"? Well, love is indeed sweeter for us this time. Noticeably, she is sweeter.. and kinda more concern. What is she now is a far cry from what she was then...
But wait, I am still cautious about all the bliss and happiness I am going thru right now. Honestly, she's still too volatile... unpredictable in anything. Her ex-bfs are whooing her again and lots of suitors are already lining up.
But then, I must say that I am really inlove with her. Right now, I'm still trying to go thru a "wait and see" mode and hoping for the best, expecting the worst.
I guess with all the past heartaches I've been thru, I am a bit smarter now yet still relatively stupid.
Let's see what's next...
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